college is the actual definition of stress. I have never been so low in my life i'm not gonna lie. I am not living the good college student life and it don't look like it's coming anytime soon lmaoo. I have some regret about even coming to college and i'm not sure if it's where i chose to go or if it's just college in general. I am a big believer in college is not for everyone and everyone shouldn't go to college. Maybe it's not for me and i say that more times than not recently. I have actually been thinking of transferring to a college a few minutes from where i live so i could still have some type of support and some type of life. I genuinely have no funds, no friends and no motivation unfortunately to do this college stuff anymore. The MSC serving chicken everyday. Just because we black don't mean we gotta eat it every day guys, i say that literally every day. And don't get me started on how my campus full of black people is actually placed ...
Most girls I know of want to be nurses , nursing majors, Education majors, Business majors, phycology majors , etc. That's why when i tell girls i meet or talk to on campus that I'm a computer science major they look at me with a confusion. But honestly, i find myself very confused too. I have no prior experience, no coding background, and most importantly i have no desire to purse anything in the tech field. I want to be a cop, then afterwards a FBI Special Agent . Also a not so common career pursed by women. Especially black women . A little about being a comp sci major as a person with ABSOLUTLY NO experience, it is literal hell at first. I am always thinking i'm behind in something, or i am behind in something. My grades, horrible. Mostly C's with an A and B in there with about 2-3 F's. And what's worse is the F's will most likely be the classes where you won't have a lot of work and the work you do have, doesn't count for much so then you have ...